마음의 하얀 옷 입고 싶어요/Luciano Pavarotti. Rondine al Nido.

고탑의 아래
아몬드 나무가 만개할 때
친근한 제비가 돌아온다
제비는 매년 돌아온다
언제나 같은 날.
산 넘고, 바다 건너
이곳으로 돌아온다.
오직 사랑은 날아가고
다시 돌아오지 않는다.
공허함 속에 희망을 주지만
그것은 돌아오지 않는다
공허함 속에 희망을 주지만,
그것은 돌아오지 않는다.

부드러운 저녁의 마지막에
봄날은 간다.
제비는 얘기하고
빛과 공기에 취한다.
그러나 나는 외롭고 슬프다
당신은 산을 넘지도 바다를 건너지도 않고
나에게로 오지 않는다
사랑하는 그대,
당신은 내 인생의 전부인데
그러나 당신은 달아나서,
다시는 돌아오지 않고...
당신은 달아나서
다시는 돌아오지 않는데...

 

마음의 하얀옷 입고 싶어요/ 신문순

 

내 마음에 작은 파문이 일어요 

사랑할 수 있는 것들이 조금씩 밀려와요

누구나 다 그러할 거예요

만일 자신 안에

어떠한 규정 하나라도 남김 없이 무너져서

버릴 수가 있다면... 피안에 가 닿을 그 순간... 

아마도 누구도 표현 못 할 거예요

 

가슴에서 밀어내고

나무라고 싶던 대상의 행동 하나 하나가

아무 범위 안에도 놓여지지 아니하여 지는..

찰라 ...................................... 

있는 그대로의 순수 ...

흠 없음을......

상한 저의 눈이 ...

어찌 바라보겠어요

아득히 먼 날이 아니면 좋겠어요

 

둘로 나눠 억지 부리기로 세월 흐르니

누구나 그동안 내 방식대로를 고집하려는 걸로 

아주 오래동안 절어져 있었답니다

그저 한정 된 사고만이 모범답인 걸로 알던 거죠

그래요 각 사람의 개체 수 보다도 훨씬 더 많은 그 양식을

부지불식간에 요구하던 것입니다

 

하늘의 양식은 풍성히 내려오건만

조건으로 구역을 나누어 놓고

아주 조금씩만 떼어 주려 한  그 모습 

아무도 사랑이라고  믿는 건 아니지만

 

오 설레이는 사랑

그토록 거절한 것을

난 오래도록 모른 거예요

모두가 눈에 넣어도

아푸지 않을 귀한 자식인 걸 

훤히 알게 보여주시지만

 

그 어떠한 틀에서도

그 자신을 떼어 놓으려는

시도조차 아니하니

자기 이탈과

깨어나야 할 각성은 

꿈꾸어 보지도 못하니 

깊이 생각지 아니하는

옹고집 태도로

단단히 굳어져 있습니다

 

어쩌면, 전혀 다른 별에서 이주하여 온 

초행 길에 서 있는

혼자 소풍나온, 고아 이건만 

꼬옥 안고 보듬어 줘도 턱없이 

모자라는 애정결핍

가여운 사람들끼리 밀어냅니다

 

오 사랑이여 

그러하다 하더라도

그대가 하늘아래 빛나는 별이 아니라고 하진 마세요

모르고 걸쳐입던 여러 빛깔의 옷을 벗는다면

실상 그 흰 옷을 갖고 있답니다

 

네 그래요

그 백옥같은 흰옷 만져보고 싶군요 

얼마나 편한지 모를 그 옷

내게서 꺼내 입을 그 날을

서로 구박하고

떼 쓰거나 조르지 아니하고

순한 어린양처럼

때를 기다리겠어요

 

오 주님  

저는 몰랐어요. 그러하기 위하여 

제 안으로 수천번의 자기부정이 있어야 한다는 사실을 말이어요 

무지에 버금가는,실로 끔찍할 정도의 송두리째 벗겨내는 고통을 수반해야만  

 

지고한  내 본성에 오를 수 있다는 걸

철부지 짓으로 외면 하던 

이탈하려한 방황을   

당신이 내 안에서 밝히 뚫어 보시나이다   

 

안으로 곪아도...겉으로 웃지만

善에서 곤두박질치는

영혼의 참담함도 시간을 비껴가며 가벼히 다루어 지니  

결코 벗어날 수 없는 內的 무지의 수렁이 보여도

재 빠르게 도망쳐 버립니다

 

설상가상 고통도 익숙하여지고  

더 머무르고 싶지 아니할 처절한 고독과

마비를 일으킬 내면의 통증은

밑 바닥 보이지 아니하지만 

이유도 찾지 못한채

방심하는 수 없는 시간이 흘러갑니다

 

본래의 순수하던 마음 

얼핏 어지럽게 흩어진듯 보이지만 

여여한 본성 스스로

자정의 수순을 밟는다는 걸

사실은 꿈에도 알 길 없어서

 

해를 거듭하는

무감각인 의식의 뿌리에다

살같이 부드러운 마음 넣어 주시려고   

틀을 벗어나지 못하는

옹고집 애벌레에게

무아의 강도 높은 훈련이 마련된 줄은 모르고 

무쇠 불에 넣어 두두려야 단단하듯

그 배역이 주어진 

운명적 역할에 의해서 

안이한 생은 허락치 아니하니

역경은 칼바람 겨울만이지만

 

욕구의 바탕도 모르고 

자기 자신에 대한 무감각으로

장님이 걷는 줄 

꿈에도 생각 못하고 

자기 실재와 먼 자신인 줄도 모르고

남 탓할 꺼리를 찾아내느라 

괴로운 건 핵심인 그 자신이라고

말은 하면서도  

정작 그 자신과는

얼마나 멀리 떠나 있는지 

알아차리지 못합니다

 

의식이 없이

돌 같은 심장이 무언지도 모르면서

내 안에 어두운 (묵은) 마음

무지의 관념 덩어리 찾지 못하니 

단 칼에 도려 낼 하늘서 내려오는

순결한 당신 劍을 받는

시험대에 놓이는 걸 피하고만 싶어하였습니다

 

인도자도 가르침도 없는 인생 길에서

마취 없이 수술을 받아야 하는

어린 환자는... 

제 힘을 잔뜩 줄수록 통증이야 오죽하랴만

고요한 내면의 그 가르침 

맑은 소리 심장서 울려나도

귀 기울여 듣지 아니하던 것입니다

 

고통 자체와 상관 관계도 모르는

무지도 비로소 받아 들입니다  

작위에 덧 입는 것만 더할뿐인 작용

그 거친 물결로 요동치는 에고(무지)는

천지도 모르는 위태로운

아기 걸음마에 다를바 없기로

한번도 떼어 놓은적 없는 

 주(母)님은 모른 것입니다

 

오 주님!

개체가 아니라 또한 전체인 

내 바탕이신 근원 

아직 제 눈이 어두옵기

환히 웃으며 입혀 주실 흰옷 

저리 하얗게 손수 펼쳐보이셨습니다

오 만물 어디나 계신

주 (그리스도)여 찬미 받으소서

 

오 마음에 하얀옷 입고 싶어요      - 신문순

Oh Lord, I want to wear the white  -  writer  moonsoon shin 

Atomic Kitten.jpg a small ripple in my heart
Love the little things unraveling
Everybody's so shall
Ten thousand days in their
Even without a crash, leaving no provision
If you are not gonna ... Close enough to shore that moment ...
Probably do not represent anyone's

Pushing on the chest
I wanted the tree has become one of the target's behavior
Also lies within the range that is no longer supported ..
At that moment, got so .. Be seen as transparent
As they are pure ...
No flaws ......
Upper limit of my eyes ...
I'll look at how
Distant day would hope

Forced to spend time to sing in two divided
Meanwhile, as everyone insisted on my way
For a very long time. Permeate salinity as
I think the essence became estranged from
Just a thought only ten thousand and two I know best answer
Yes, each person much more than the number of objects that form
Was unintentionally demand will

Form of the sky down to the hard sell vigorously
Conditions over the area divided
Only very little to give it away like that
I can not believe that nobody but ..........

This five pound love ...
Rejected so that
I would not know anything for a long time
All eyes will ahpuji put that precious child
Show me find your way around, but ...

That any teuleseodo
I want to take him away from himself
Are not even try ...
Seek self-exiting transparently
To wake up the dream of awakening aneuni
Does not think the depth has been frozen in an attitude of stubborn

Perhaps
By two weeks on a different planet
The stranger standing in the way
Goa alone picnics yigeonman
Unreasonably safe to hold tight bodeumeo
AIDS is short of affection
Among poor man slide

However, even if five love
You do not tell me under the sun is not shining star
Do not know if over the old, naked of many colors
In fact, I have a white robe itdapnida

Yeah, it is
I want to touch the white and the white gem .....
Do not know how the clothes feel comfortable
Out of me to wear that day
Abused each other and write a flock of
Without tellin ....
Mild as a lamb when he was looking forward

Oh Lord
I did not know ... to geureohagi
Part of thousands in self-denial, I have to say that
Comparable to ignorance of the truly horrible
The pain that accompanied the unveiling of stripped

Know that you can climb to the supreme nature
Was spoiled're stealing away
And trying to escape and wander
I see you are in me, revealing a hole

... Apparently laughing in a RIPE
Plummeting in line or have terrible soul
Ginny covered gabyeohi bikkigamyeo time ...
Can never escape
Seeing the deep chasm of ignorance ....
Run quickly discarded materials ....

Even worse is accustomed to pain
Shall not be more desperate loneliness and want to stay
Cause paralysis of the pain inside
But the bottom is not visible
Why not find that goddamn
Over time, the alert will not be

The original was a pure heart ......
Troubling at first glance looks heuteojindeut
Yeoyeohan nature itself
Had stepped out of the drill at midnight
In fact, even know the street because a dream

Over the years, the
Insensible of consciousness, its roots 
Can you guess to put a soft heart
Framework can escape
A stubborn caterpillar
Line of high intensity training designed selfless idea
As solid iron in a fire-doo ryeoya
By the role given to the role of destiny
Are not complacent ... life is heorakchi
Adversity of the winter cold time is always ten thousand

Based on the needs of not knowing
As for his own insensitivity
I would not even dream of a blind man walking
He did not know the reality and stand up for long
Hoping to find reluctant to blame the South
What hurt the most was his own words, while the core
How far away from his own that jeongjak
Does not notice .........

Without conscious
Do not know where he pops like a stone heart
Rotten in my heart
Violet found the notion of mass ignorance
Only make a knife cut
Pure and you get down to haneulseo 剑 ... testbed that is placed on
Gorman has wanted to avoid ..

Without even the teaching guides in insaenggil
To have surgery without anesthesia, a young patient
Unplug the power while his body is not
Handamyeongeu surgery, how great was the pain ...

The teachings of inner calm
I listened to the clear ringing sound simjangseo
Will not hear was

Correlated with pain, do not even know their own
Ignorance of the ego
Only accepts
Adding title to the jakwiman geotinde
Rough turbulent wave of ignorance that the ego
Knowing the lawless
Is your baby will walk at stake .....

Heaven and earth, you do not know
Not at all like one for baby and ...
Once you remove yourself and do not noteunjeok
I would not know the Lord is

Oh Lord!
Objects, but also jeonchein
Origin who is based in yet
Eoduopgi my eyes. I did not see
But you smiled brightly
Give me that white dress coat
Hand-held is showing you
Atomic Kitten.jpg a small ripple in my heart
Love the little things unraveling
Everybody's so shall
Ten thousand days in their
Even without a crash, leaving no provision
If you are not gonna ... Close enough to shore that moment ...
Probably do not represent anyone's

Pushing on the chest
I wanted the tree has become one of the target's behavior
Ahnihayeo not be held within the scope of any .. Chanra
As they are pure ...
Hmm ...... not
Upper limit of my eyes ...
I'll look at how
Distant day would hope

Forced to spend time to sing in two divided
Meanwhile, anyone want to stick to my way geolro
Jeoleojyeo've been a very long time
Just a thought only ten thousand and two I know best answer
Yes, each person much more than the number of objects that form
Was unintentionally demand will

Form of the sky down to the hard sell vigorously
Conditions over the area divided
Only very little to give it away like that
I can not believe that nobody but

This five pound love ...
Rejected so that
I will not know for a long time
All eyes will ahpuji put that precious child
Show me find your way around, but ...

That any teuleseodo
I want to take him away from himself
Are not even try ...
Seek self-exiting transparently
To wake up the dream of awakening aneuni
Does not think the depth has been frozen in an attitude of stubborn

Perhaps
By two weeks on a different planet
The stranger standing in the way
Goa alone picnics yigeonman
Unreasonably safe to hold tight bodeumeo
AIDS is short of affection
Among poor man slide

However, even if five love
You do not tell me under the sun is not shining star
Do not know if over the old, naked of many colors
In fact, I have a white robe itdapnida

Yeah, it is
I want to touch the white and the white gem .....
Do not know how the clothes feel comfortable
Out of me to wear that day
Abused each other and write a flock of
Without tellin ....
Mild as a lamb when he was looking forward

Oh Lord
I did not know ... to geureohagi
Part of thousands in self-denial, I have to say that
Comparable to ignorance of the truly horrible
The pain that accompanied the unveiling of stripped

Know that you can climb to the supreme nature ...............
Was spoiled're stealing away
And trying to escape and wander
I see you are in me, revealing a hole .....

... Apparently laughing in a RIPE
Plummeting in line or have terrible soul
Ginny covered gabyeohi bikkigamyeo time ...
Can never escape
Seeing the deep chasm of ignorance ....
Run quickly discarded materials ....

Even worse is accustomed to pain
Shall not be more desperate loneliness and want to stay
Cause paralysis of the pain inside
But the bottom is not visible
Why not find that goddamn
Over time, the alert will not be

The original was a pure heart ......
Troubling at first glance looks heuteojindeut
Yeoyeohan nature itself
Had stepped out of the drill at midnight
In fact, even know the street because a dream ....... ...

Over the years, the
Insensible of consciousness, its roots ....
Can you guess to put a soft heart
Framework can escape
A stubborn caterpillar
Line of high intensity training designed selfless idea
As solid iron in a fire-doo ryeoya
By the role given to the role of destiny
Are not complacent ... life is heorakchi
Adversity of the winter cold time is always ten thousand

Based on the needs of not knowing
As for his own insensitivity
I would not even dream of a blind man walking
He did not know the reality and stand up for long
Hoping to find reluctant to blame the South
What hurt the most was his own words, while the core
How far away from his own that jeongjak
Does not notice .........

Without conscious
Do not know where he pops like a stone heart
Rotten in my heart
Violet found the notion of mass ignorance
Only make a knife cut
Pure and you get down to haneulseo 剑 ... testbed that is placed on
Gorman has wanted to avoid ..

Without even the teaching guides in insaenggil
To have surgery without anesthesia, a young patient
Unplug the power while his body is not
Handamyeongeu surgery, how great was the pain ...

The teachings of inner calm
I listened to the clear ringing sound simjangseo
Will not hear was

Correlated with pain, do not even know their own
Ignorance of the ego
Only accepts
Adding title to the jakwiman geotinde
Rough turbulent wave of ignorance that the ego
Knowing the lawless
Is your baby will walk at stake .....

Heaven and earth, you do not know
Not at all like one for baby and ...
Once you remove yourself and do not noteunjeok
I would not know the Lord is

Oh Lord!
Objects, but also jeonchein
Origin who is based in yet
Eoduopgi my eyes. I did not see
But you smiled brightly
Give me that white dress coat
Hand-held is showing you

 

 

 

 

 작곡가, 데 크레센쪼의 작품으로...  가운데 가장 유명한 이태리 가곡입니다

Gorman has wanted to avoid .. 

Without even the teaching guides in insaenggil 

To have surgery without anesthesia, a young patient 

Unplug the power while his body is not 

Handamyeongeu surgery, how great was the pain ... 

The teachings of inner calm 

I listened to the clear ringing sound simjangseo 

Will not hear was 

Correlated with pain, do not even know their own 

Ignorance of the ego 

 only accepts 

Adding title to the jakwiman geotinde 

Rough turbulent wave of ignorance that the ego 

Knowing the lawless 

Is your baby will walk at stake ..... 

Heaven and earth, you do not know 

Not at all like one for baby and ... 

 once you remove yourself and do not noteunjeok 

I would not know the Lord is 

Oh Lord! 

Objects, but also jeonchein 

Origin who is based in yet 

Eoduopgi my eyes. I did not see 

But you smiled brightly 

Give me that white dress coat 

Hand-held is showing you